day's annoying !

why the hell Monday and Tuesday on 24 - August 25, 2009 it was annoying ?!
Monday I was not wrong what what in katain dog .
and I'm mad at my friend .
of the fasting makes me sin or reward I can not say anything .

even though my heart hurt ( the hell ? )
Tuesday continued to turn her back I want to pray again put teraweh prayer mat to hold the said sassy or omongin .
knew it did not admit admit he knows tomorrow . hiks
well I just kept me in the word temen a woman less male caresses . shit

I was upset wrote, kept on saying I just was not my solat tamen damn it he should nyadar who he is?! do not be a wise guy ! c;
I was lucky that her friend heard that I was angry and I was angry when he did not pray alone and accuses those kinds of luck .

kenapa aku suka sama dia ?

waktu itu aku lagi pusing .
terus tiba dia dateng ,
dan akhirnya saya berbicara denganya
kita selalu bertengkar dengan hal tidak penting ( bagiku )

karena bertengkar itulah kami menjadi dekat
sangkin dekatnya sampai aku suka sama dia
dia dibilang cakep tidak tapi saya tidak tau
kenapa saya suka sama dia ?

dia pintar cerdas dan baik
tapi saya tidak tahu kenapa dia begitu berbeda
dan aku bingung kenapa dia teralu banyak teman
sampai akhirnya aku putus asa haha

whether he is worthy of me ?

I just love him and what's not when .
I like the same since he was first to speak .

I am confused what should I say ,
I fear he does not want to be on me again if I am honest on it .

what do I deserve for it ?
What do I eligible ?

haha saya jadi jauh sama diaa

yaa allah . kenapa saya jadi jauh sama dia ?
padahal aku udah angap dia saudara kuu .
tapi aku engga tau kenapaa jadii jauh payah sekali akuuu ! hoho
padahal waktu sd kita sering main bercanda ngumpul ngumpul bareng , eh sekarang ?

pinggin bareng tapi dia nya engga mau .
mungkin dia marah , atau sebel sama aku tapi kenapa ?
aku ngerasa banget kamu marah sama akuu .
dari sikap kamu , cara bicara kamu , dan pandangan kamu . ( betee )

kok bisa sih ?

ya allah kok bisa aku suka sama dia tiba tiba -
padahal dulu aku sering berantem sama dia !
apa mungkin dari berantem itu aku jadi seneng ?
pas aku tau dia punya pacar hatiku sedih , ( ? )
kenapa yaa allah ?